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My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1

Revisiting the Past - My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1 (1983-2009)

Pain and Hurt...

 https://youtu.be/3yjQ-35e8uw 


It's such a feeling

Deep inside

A lonely feeling

No place to hide


The hurt is there

Both day and night

There for no reason

But just in spite


I try to forget 

The troubles I face

From day to day

From place to place


Such a feeling

What does it mean

Is it there for a reason

Or for anything


My friends they think I'm moody

And in fact they're right

But what they do not know

Is that I'm putting up a fight


A fight not like most others

But one inside my heart

One that has been hurting

From the very start


It's hard to say 

Or explain what I feel 

The hurt that's inside

The pain that's so real


I hope you understand

Just what I'm trying to say

The pain is deep inside

And there it has to stay


 By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=picture+representing+emotional+pain+and+hurt&sca_esv=1c866aa5bb9857de&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1920&bih=911&sxsrf=ADLYWILr3wizGCGKjc6Yk__IJYhWs0HBzg%3A1723037950314&ei=_nizZpfrEuG-p84PrI-y2AI&ved=0ahUKEwiX4tnHgOOHAxVh38kDHayHDCsQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=picture+representing+emotional+pain+and+hurt&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiLHBpY3R1cmUgcmVwcmVzZW50aW5nIGVtb3Rpb25hbCBwYWluIGFuZCBodXJ0SLNOUIw6WPlHcAJ4AJABAZgBrwWgAaEMqgEHNi4zLjUtMbgBA8gBAPgBAZgCAKACAJgDAIgGAZIHAKAHwgM&sclient=gws-wiz-serp#vhid=a_lz7Fc9kFTefM&vssid=mosaic

Smile...

 https://youtu.be/FO78xWEqSgw 


Smile when you're feeling down

Smile when you feel like a clown

Smile always every day

Smile those sad tears away


Smile to feel happy

Smile to feel good

Smile every chance you get

Everyone really should


I know sometimes it's hard

But do your best and try

Because it's sad for those who care

And it hurts to see you cry


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image: 


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+smile&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1920&bih=911&sxsrf=ADLYWIIOHIxDVLEZwBRvZ4ATrSvXcFRjaw%3A1723120577658&ei=wbu0ZqT7J53_p84P4Jun0QU&ved=0ahUKEwjk376vtOWHAxWd_8kDHeDNKVoQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+smile&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiGEltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBzbWlsZUjyOFDEB1juM3ACeACQAQCYAW-gAeYEqgEDMS41uAEDyAEA-AEBmAIBoAJ3wgIEECMYJ8ICBxAAGIAEGBiYAwCIBgGSBwMwLjGgB70I&sclient=gws-wiz-serp


You Were There...

 https://youtu.be/kCOzZIj97lI 


When I needed you

You were there

When I cried out at night after a terrible dream

You were there


When I thought the ropes of life

Were trying to tie me down

You were there to set me free


Before I ever knew You

You were right behind me

Waiting to pick me up if I fell


You have always been here

With me and for me

You have never let me down


You've let me know I can trust You

In ways no one else has tried

You've shown how much You love me

When on the cross for me You died


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+Jesus+on+a+cross&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWIKn0Xgy8hgesZlgybsDDkmxcAghjA%3A1723121676109&ei=DMC0Zva1BrTFp84Px7C4oQw&ved=0ahUKEwj266K7uOWHAxW04skDHUcYLsQQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+Jesus+on+a+cross&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiI0ltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBKZXN1cyBvbiBhIGNyb3NzSL02UPwNWI40cAF4AJABAJgBZqAB7gqqAQQxNC4yuAEDyAEA-AEBmAICoAJfwgIEECMYJ8ICBRAAGIAEwgIHEAAYgAQYGJgDAIgGAZIHATKgB9QG&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

All I Ever Wanted...

 https://youtu.be/L7-J9Ueb2hM 


All I ever wanted 

Was a place I could call home

A place I could feel safe

And not so all alone


All I ever wanted

Was a loving hug or two

But mostly what I felt I got

Was hurt and neglect from you


The pain from words and welts and bruises

Soon was nothing new

But the scars they left behind

Are there yet not to view


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+loving+home&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWILXwi290eReDRuUVKT3QWNNnyuH3A%3A1723122175240&ei=_8G0ZqiqDrvEp84Pj5XpuQ0&ved=0ahUKEwjopaOpuuWHAxU74skDHY9KOtcQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+loving+home&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiHkltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBsb3ZpbmcgaG9tZUjbG1DlBViLFnABeACQAQCYAXCgAZYIqgEDOC4zuAEDyAEA-AEBmAIDoAK8AsICBRAAGIAEwgIHEAAYgAQYGJgDAIgGAZIHAzEuMqAH-QY&sclient=gws-wiz-serp#vhid=WHsEMpXmSy-DgM&vssid=mosaic


We Must Continue to Climb...

 https://youtu.be/JJL0xYV73fM 


Life is nothing more

Than an extended period of time

With many roads untraveled

With many mountains to climb


We set our goals not knowing

If ever those goals we will meet

Yet we keep on reaching higher

Not willing to face defeat


We gladly face the challenge

As we muster our strength from within

We take a deep breath and sigh a bit

As our journey through life we begin


We know there will be some struggles

For those mountains we climb may be high

But our goals we surely will never reach

If we choose to not even try


So, although our roads may be long

And we're sure to tire through time

Just remember that to reach our goals

We must always continue to climb


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+climbing+mountains&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWILZ3n_BTr9W0dm-GX2zrLvMlKxOkQ%3A1723122211692&ei=I8K0Zs30Kb3Kp84P9umh0Ak&ved=0ahUKEwiNktS6uuWHAxU95ckDHfZ0CJoQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+climbing+mountains&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiJUltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBjbGltYmluZyBtb3VudGFpbnNImC1QngZYmytwAXgAkAEAmAFnoAHzC6oBBDE3LjG4AQPIAQD4AQGYAgSgAtYCwgIEECMYJ8ICBRAAGIAEwgIGEAAYCBgewgIHEAAYgAQYGJgDAIgGAZIHATSgB8QP&sclient=gws-wiz-serp


Lost in Thought...

 https://youtu.be/Y1A5_uNX5I0 


Every day

Longer yet somehow shorter than the day before


Decisions to make

Unseen results from choice or fate


Wanting to rest

From life's weary tests


Direction -

Coming and going

Without knowing where or even why 


Each day a gift

A world to explore


Life's tragedies

To learn from or abhor


Challenges to face

So much to endure


Needing rest

Yet wanting more


Wondering if the day after

Will be as it was the day before


This is my life

Nothing less and nothing more


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+being+lost+in+thought&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWII870q3McM4kd-Apgl7QFlWxdYjPA%3A1723123036058&ei=XMW0ZuCfA-nLp84P_amLqQY&ved=0ahUKEwjgvd_DveWHAxXp5ckDHf3UImUQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+being+lost+in+thought&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiKEltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBiZWluZyBsb3N0IGluIHRob3VnaHRInilQwgZYiidwAXgAkAEAmAFuoAHMDqoBBDE3LjS4AQPIAQD4AQGYAgGgAlXCAgQQIxgnwgIGEAAYCBgewgIHEAAYgAQYGJgDAIgGAZIHATGgB-UK&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

I Might Choose Suicide...

  https://youtu.be/bPTSL_rAgKA  


It's dark in here

So hard to see

The choice that's best

To make for me


Would anyone notice

If I weren't here

My heart's so full

Of pain and fear


A sensitive soul

This time around

I try to speak

But there's never a sound


Shall I bandage my wrist

Perhaps that will do

A silent attempt

To talk to you


To make the choice

I must confide

Will result from what

My heart won't hide


How do I tell you

How I struggle inside

With the fear that someday

I might choose suicide


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


Personal collection

Sticks and Stones...

  https://youtu.be/wnMUPccRO3k 


Sticks and stones

Bruise and break bones

While mean words pierce the heart


When heard at a young age

Such words set the stage

For a lifetime filled with hurt


You laugh as I cry

Then wonder why

What I feel for you is disdain


I wish that just once

You could feel what I feel

But I doubt you could handle the pain


While your life goes on

I am the one

About whose feelings you didn't care


Now I am left

To try and mend

My heart that's in need of repair


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+sticks+and+stones&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWILR2yunfLYl1EYwRU1yawq9J_JaKw%3A1723124063638&ei=X8m0ZpvRJuu_p84PkdqckQY&ved=0ahUKEwjb_N2tweWHAxXr38kDHREtJ2IQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+sticks+and+stones&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiJEltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBzdGlja3MgYW5kIHN0b25lc0jVLFC2DlivK3ABeACQAQGYAbkBoAGXDKoBBDE0LjO4AQPIAQD4AQGYAgKgArUBwgIEECMYJ8ICBxAAGIAEGBiYAwCIBgGSBwEyoAfeDA&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

I Am Me...

 https://youtu.be/4lUfhWr6dX0 


To you I'm like a stone

Something to be skipped, tossed or thrown

To you, I'm like a stone


To you I'm like a little thing

Seldom ever looked at and never really seen

To you, I'm like a little thing


To you I'm like a rock

Something to be kicked, picked up and then dropped

To you, I'm like a rock


I am what you don't see

There's a gem inside and it's me

I am what you don't see


Like the diamond that started out as a stone

The value of which took time to be known

My worth in this world will someday be shown


Like a piece of sand that becomes a great pearl

Through will and sheer persistence, you'll see

I am no longer a helpless little girl...I am me


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


Personal collection

A Dream...

 https://youtu.be/NXbz59YsZOw 


Life - 

Like quicksand

In which I stand

Sinking, sinking


With each breath I take

Each slight move I make

I am pulled further down

Slowly I shall drown


The smell surrounds me

The muck, the mire

Life

Here but only for awhile


The crushing of my body

The muddy weight of earth's black hole

Holding me

Drawing the life from me


To fight is to die

To wait is to die

So how do I get by 

This certain death that awaits me


With each breath I take

Slowly I awake

A dream

Ah, but a dream


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+dreaming+about+quicksand&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWIJ64bBU5HN3UwLy89DZWC5nV5OHXg%3A1723125528007&ei=GM-0ZqYH1bXA3g_Xq9LYDQ&ved=0ahUKEwim8__nxuWHAxXVGtAFHdeVFNsQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+dreaming+about+quicksand&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiK0ltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBkcmVhbWluZyBhYm91dCBxdWlja3NhbmRIpl1QrQRYxVtwAXgAkAEAmAFpoAHcC6oBBDEzLjO4AQPIAQD4AQGYAgCgAgCYAwCIBgGSBwCgB9AF&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

Mysterious One...

 https://youtu.be/c7_D-YE3kng 


Who are you mysterious one

With the dark eyes I no longer recognize

Whose reflection do I see

Looking empty staring back at me


No longer round

Your eyes shape and size

What is this I see

Suddenly so unfamiliar to me


Searching this looking glass

Your answers belie

Who am I looking at

'tis no longer I 


Fear is setting in

Not knowing what I should do

I never thought that we would meet

Now you're giving me a glimpse of you


Who are you that possess my soul

Some distant pain, evil or woe

Your job has finally come to an end 

Now we must both find a way to let go


Were you my protector

My friend or foe

Did you keep my mind safe

All those years ago


I fear you now

This new face you're showing

I stand here in shock

My anxiety growing


We must part ways

Your job here is through

You were always a part of me

The pain I felt You always knew


I'm letting you go

You've done your job well

Walking me safely into life

From a lifetime of hell


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+mysterious+person&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWIIZR0wY7cJHCimQfgbxyMF7AZljSQ%3A1723126556726&ei=HNO0ZuqDLPygp84P1PDtgA8&ved=0ahUKEwjqgcTSyuWHAxV80MkDHVR4G_AQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+mysterious+person&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiJEltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBteXN0ZXJpb3VzIHBlcnNvbkjpL1C1DljCLHABeACQAQCYAWegAeIKqgEEMTYuMbgBA8gBAPgBAZgCC6AC2AbCAgQQIxgnwgIFEAAYgATCAgcQABiABBgYmAMAiAYBkgcCMTGgB8k0&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

The Executioner...

 https://youtu.be/iuMEjAEYM3Y 


When will it stop

This overwhelming ache which feasts on my heart

Slowly it sucks the life-blood from me


Like a leech on a wounded animal 

Its presence a constant reminder 

Of the impending death that is sure to follow


The sound is deafening within my heart

Yet it is silent

As if it exists within a vacuum


I feel its existence

Which seems known only to me

A cross I was somehow cursed to bear


I search my soul for answers 

But I find none

I search the faces of others

Wondering if I suffer this fate alone


It's a constant battle

A war that never seems to end

It's wearing me down slowly

Quietly


The silence

A death sentence waiting to be served

But what crime did I commit


I know not who was the judge

Nor whom the jury

But life - 

The executioner


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+executioner&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWIIZR0wY7cJHCimQfgbxyMF7AZljSQ%3A1723126556726&ei=HNO0ZuqDLPygp84P1PDtgA8&ved=0ahUKEwjqgcTSyuWHAxV80MkDHVR4G_AQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+executioner&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiHkltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBleGVjdXRpb25lckjtGFCiBVjIFnABeACQAQCYAWSgAfUHqgEEMTEuMbgBA8gBAPgBAZgCAaACXMICBRAAGIAEwgIHEAAYgAQYGJgDAIgGAZIHATGgB9kI&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

The Beast is at My Door...

 https://youtu.be/c4StmOM-Y2g 


The beast is at my door

I've seen His face before

Though different every time

He has only one thing in mind


He wants to see me fall

My faith come crashing down

However what He's yet to learn

My courage will always abound


My journey's been long and hard

Through fire I've forged my strength

With every trial I grow stronger

Though the beast would like me weak


The beast is at my door

He has evil for a soul

With deception in His eyes

He attempts to lead me astray with lies


The beast is at my door

And He's determined to get in

But again I'll call on my faith and strength

And I'll defeat Him in the end


 By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


https://www.google.com/search?q=Image+representing+grim+reeper+at+the+door&sca_esv=2556e1fdb4bee2ed&sca_upv=1&udm=2&biw=1315&bih=910&sxsrf=ADLYWIIu3XOLgylaUnfhKZ9bkvvuufLr4w%3A1723127952454&ei=kNi0ZryvG9PHp84Plbi54QQ&ved=0ahUKEwi8t4jsz-WHAxXT48kDHRVcLkwQ4dUDCBE&uact=5&oq=Image+representing+grim+reeper+at+the+door&gs_lp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiKkltYWdlIHJlcHJlc2VudGluZyBncmltIHJlZXBlciBhdCB0aGUgZG9vckidHlDJB1ibG3ABeACQAQCYAcsBoAH-CKoBBTguMi4xuAEDyAEA-AEBmAIAoAIAmAMAiAYBkgcAoAfvAw&sclient=gws-wiz-serp

And So, the Journey Goes...

 https://youtu.be/-TmVeGEi0pA 


She counted all our fingers

She counted all our toes

As each she brought us into this world

And so, the journey goes 


She watched us crawl

She watched us grow

Fixed the sleeves inside our coats

Before letting us play in the snow


She had the warmest smile

A heart more precious than gold

And when it came to doing laundry

There was a right and wrong way to fold!


All through our lives 

Her lessons were strong

Still as adults came reminders

To "Put clean underwear on"


We had our differences

Struggles to work through

Yet never having to wonder

How deep her love ran true


Her time to rest has come

Her life of teaching done

If ever asked who raised us so well

We will proudly say she was the one


And so the journey goes

As now we must carry on

But not without a lifetime of thanks

And we owe it all to mom!


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


Personal collection

I Wear A Mask, Who Am I...

 https://youtu.be/YPOBeD81TgU 


I wear a mask

To hide my pain

Who am I?


I wear a mask 

To hide countless tears cried in vain

Who am I?


I wear a mask 

To hide those things I fear

Who am I?


I wear a mask

Who am I?


I am the child

That needed to feel loved

I am the adult

That's unsure how to love


I am the teenager

Who pushed those I cared about away

I am the adult that holds on so tight

Those I love find it hard to stay


I wear a mask

To hide my pain

I wear a mask

To hide countless tears cried in vain


I wear a mask 

To hide those things I fear

I wear a mask

Who am I?


I am your friend

I am the one who thought suicide was a means to an end

I am the one who drinks alone

I am the one, you remember

We spoke on the phone


I wear a mask

That's hard to see

I wear a mask to protect me

Who am I?


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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There Is A Plan For You...

 https://youtu.be/ScdK8R9eBe4 


Now I think

I finally see

There really is

A plan for me


The life I thought

Had been a mistake

I'm finding now

Was my journey to make


Each path I've traveled

Every choice I have made

Has held for me the lesson

I don't have to be afraid


Every tear I've cried

Has had a purpose too

During this life long journey

Leading me to you


There will always be some trials

Some tribulations too

But deep down in your heart please know

There is a plan for you


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Seasons of Life...

 https://youtu.be/ql1d7N--D4w 


The autumn leaves are turning now

Their colors warm and bright

It's an irony to behold you see

Their beauty and end of life


Soon the trees will be all bare

Naked branches all around

The sign of life and death

Scattered about the ground


The leaves which were once so beautiful

Shades of red, yellow and gold

Their destiny in life too short

Are now dirty, gray and old


The northern winds are blowing

Winter starts as fall must end

Leading us slowly into another season

A season where life begins


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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The Fragile Me...

 https://youtu.be/x9U0AVdncDk 


I let you see the fragile me

My vulnerable-ability

The fear that pushes me to flee

From a past so often unkind to me


I let you see a part of me

That even I am still afraid to see

Despite this harsh reality

You saw my pain and were kind to me


My deepest hurts

Like steel chains unseen

Keeping me bound

As if to some bad dream


These walls I try

So hard to bring down

Like a dirt trodden path

To my old stomping ground


A nightmare of sorts

Those thoughts fill my head 

Refusing to leave

They lay dormant not dead


They lurk in the shadows

Just waiting to pounce

To steal my joy

Refusing to leave an ounce


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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...And Then, I Got Older...

 https://youtu.be/q4aCrXiqmi4 


I was just a little thing

When I came into this world

Helpless in so many ways

Unable to speak a word


...and then, I got older


When I was a few years older

Not more than three or four

I cried until I couldn't breathe

As my daddy went off to war


...and then, I got older


When I was ten or eleven

I loved both my mom and dad

But with age my hormones were starting to rage

And my parents were making me mad


...and then, I got older


Not long after I turned sixteen

I felt my world was falling apart

I thought about taking some drugs

To stop the beating of my heart


...and then, I got older


Slowly I turned thirty

Often wanting my life to end

Doubting I'd be able to find the strength

To face another new day again


...and then, I got older


Only months after I turned forty

My mother took her last breath

And I realized when she passed away 

There is no joy to be found in death


...and then, I got older


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Angry Words...

 https://youtu.be/r5yu5uPiy-Y 


Angry words spoken

In the heat of a fight

Standing your ground

Though you know you're not right


Spewing out insults

As quick as you can

Inflicting deep wounds

Without raising a hand


The mean things you say

The harsh words you use

Combined with "I love you"

Only serve to confuse


The sight of me crying

Seems to bring you delight

Every teardrop that falls

Is like fuel for the fight


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Hush My Soul...

 https://youtu.be/I-gDflkii2k 


Hush my soul

The pain you bear

As darkness falls

Your silent fear


Hush my soul

Those sad tears

Lost love mourned

'Ore so many years


Hush my soul

Your burning heartache

The emptiness you feel

This road that's yours to take


Hush my soul 

When desire is yours to end

The life that you've been given

Wondering why it ever began


Hush my soul

When death knocks at your door

This battle you must win

You must deny the reaper once more


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Contemplation...

 https://youtu.be/YhhVocvuH0k 


There's darkness in my heart

I seem to exist without feeling

As if frozen in time

I move yet somehow feel inanimate


I wonder what you see when you look at me

Do you look beneath my dying surface

Do you hear my hidden soul crying out for answers

Do you notice me at all


I feel a cold chill enter this shell that is my body

I wonder if my existence was a mistake

I contemplate life

My origin and my destiny


What is the purpose of life

What is its value

Who determines our worth

Does it increase or become less valuable with time


Would the world have been different without me

One less ripple in the ocean of life

What time on the clock of life will be mine

What shall be my lot


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Big City Blues...

 https://youtu.be/LUz5MWuv_5g 


I'm destitute

But I'm resolute

To change some of my ways


Gonna try and undo

Some of the things I've done

In search of better days


There's holes in the tops

There's holes in the soles

Of my worn-out pair of shoes


From spending my life

Walkin' 'round this town

Tryin' to lose these big city blues


I've seen lots of places 

On some run-down faces

Some places even I've never been


Wondered what it'd be like

To spend the night

At someone's house or a Holidy Inn


But tonight I'll sleep on a sidewalk

Just me and some of my friends

And tomorrow if I wake up

I'll start walking these streets again


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Some Blessings of Life...

 https://youtu.be/my-_f1Cdm8A 


Ice cream on 

A hot summer's day

Hot chocolate to warm 

Winter chills away


The sun on my face

While in the water I play

A two hour nap

In the middle of the day


An unexpected call

From a long lost friend

Being surprised by the way

A good movie did end


Taking a long walk

On a clear quiet night

Only moon and stars

As my guiding light


The smell of a puppy's breath

Soon after it's born

The excitement of children

On a snowy Christmas morn'


These are just some

Of the blessings of life

A few simple things

That bring me delight


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Paralyzed by Fear...

 https://youtu.be/-I26HrjrWYY 


The bitter cold of winter

Creeps silently through my veins

Burning my body with numbing pain


In the dark of night

I sit quietly alone

Paralyzed by fear of the unknown


What evil lurks in the darkness

Waiting to dine upon my flesh

Anxiously waiting to steal my last breath


How is it that I came to be

Afraid to show my face

I feel my heart beginning to race


I'm growing weary

I feel the end is near

My thoughts seem scattered and unclear


I hear a loud noise as I gasp for air

I awake to my alarm clock

There's no longer a need for fear


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Now That You're Gone...

 https://youtu.be/tdtOf3cw_eQ 


I've thought of you often

More now that you're gone

Remembering our past

The things we did wrong


We were never as close

As we could have been

You were always my mother

But never really my friend


You let me down

I let you down too

But there was so much about me

Things I wonder if you knew


Did you feel my pain

When I cried all alone

In the dark of my bedroom

In the house you called home


Could you sense the hurt

Filling my heart all along

Were you aware that I felt

As though I didn't belong


Did you care that your words

Sometimes cut like a knife

The hurtful things you've said

I've carried around all my life


I have to admit

I made mistakes too

For so long I refused

Just to say, "I love you"


There was hate in my heart

That hate was toward you

I felt so ashamed

I felt you hated me too


As time passed slowly

My love for you grew

I could finally offer freely

The words, "I love you"


How could I have known

While on the hospital bed you lay

Soon I'd be left to regret

The things I never took time to say


In the blink of an eye

Your life came to an end

You died as my mother

And in many ways, as a friend


I hope someday I'll see you again

For in this world you could no longer wait

Should I be blessed to enter Heaven, Mom

I pray you'll meet me at the gate


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Mamma's Christmas Tree...

 https://youtu.be/y6bLlKQTELE 


Mamma made Christmas special

Starting with a tree that was green and bare

She turned it into the most beautiful sight

Complete with tinsel and Angel hair


I watched with sheer amazement 

As she would decorate the tree

Every ornament was placed just right

A sight for all to see


She worked with an artist's eye

As each ornament she hung

Making sure each and every branch

Was graced with at least one


When it came to stringing the lights

She had a knack it's true

Regardless if the lights were of many colors

Or just a solid blue


When Christmas morning came

Underneath the tree there would be 

The most perfectly wrapped presents

For all in our family


Yes, Mamma made Christmas special

Starting with a tree that was green and bare

She turned it into the most beautiful sight

Complete with tinsel and Angel hair


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Wild Innocence...

 https://youtu.be/PzjYbQSGUPk 


The gentle spirit

Of child and horse

Drawn together 

By nature's force


A silent curiosity

To each unknown

Belonging together

They're never alone


The darkest eyes

The quietest nay

As child giggles

In mutual play


A pat on the head

A nudge from his nose

Trying to get closer

He stands on his toes


A heartfelt respect

Between horse and child

Both of them tame

Both of them wild


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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You're Not Just Along for the Ride...

 https://youtu.be/IxHHEtI7_Oo 


When life gets you down

As it sometimes will

When your road in life

Seems all up hill


When you're tired of existing

In a world full of lies

When you want to be selfish

Choose compromise


When disgust fills your heart

From hurt and dismay

When life gets you down

Go on anyway


When you see the pain

In another's eyes

When it's no longer the old 

But the young who are wise


When you want to give up

And call it a day

Instead of throwing in the towel

Wipe your tears away


When the fear of the unknown

Tries to hold you back

When you feel like breaking down

Instead choose to laugh


Listen to your soul

As it leads the way

Giving you courage to face 

Yet another day


Listen to your soul

That voice deep inside

A soft constant reminder

You're not just along for the ride


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Disconnected...

 https://youtu.be/V_XQ7q-ApCk 


Disconnected

All ties cut

Lump in my throat

Knot in my gut


Eyes burning

Countless tears fall

No choices left

My back's to the wall


Breath is short

Gasping for air

Head is hurting

So full of fear


Want to hold on

Have to let go 

So many questions

Things I'll never know


Honoring you

Taking care of me

Lessons in life

Don't come for free


Looking for answers

Wondering why

Don't want to give up

Though it's futile to try


Totally confused

Sitting alone I cry

You gave no reason

When you said good-bye


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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My Patchwork Heart...

 https://youtu.be/dJBlP-JVx1E 


How many patches

'til it's no longer mine

This heart that's been mended

So many times


How many cuts

Deep, shallow and through

Sewing each one closed

Turning my red heart to blue


How much suffering

How much pain must I bear

Carefully hiding each wound

Trying to pretend they aren't there


Each patch comes together

Trying hard to restore

My torn tattered heart

So I can go on once more


When is it no longer

My heart anymore

Covered by layers of patches

Mentally preparing for more


My patchwork heart

So tattered and torn

Like an old pair of jeans

So heavily worn


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Music...

 https://youtu.be/jboxp37QavY 


Music...


Like warmth to my heart

Like peace to my soul

Fills my spirit with joy

Makes my life whole


Music...


Like magic it transports me

Back in time

Easily bringing

Lost memories to mind


Music...


Makes me laugh

Makes me cry

Picks me up when I'm down

Gives me wings to fly


Music...


A soothing voice

Deep inside

A place I know

I can safely hide


Music...


Never judging me

For choices I've made

Knows who I am

Yet comforts anyway


Music...


Often conveys

The things that I feel

Its mysterious workings

So oftern surreal


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


Image:


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Kindness Matters...

 https://youtu.be/3gFi1GI-A6Y 


Kindness matters

On our journey through life

Kindness matters

When faced with strife


Kindness matters

When depression hits

When feeling abandoned and alone

Kindness matters quite a bit


Kindness matters

When we struggle with a chore

When it's an elderly person needing help

Kindness matters even more


Kindness matters 

When someone if afraid

Kindness matters

To the child selling lemonade


Kindness matters

Each and every day

It's important to show kindness

In every possible way


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Is Anything Really What it Seems...

 https://youtu.be/ZxeHUw-hmy4 


Is anything in life

Ever really what it seems

Is perception really reality

Are dreams really dreams


Is a lie just the truth

Stretched as far as it can be

When you look at something with someone else

Do you really see what they see


A sworn eyewitness account

Of a crime that just occurred

Would likely be as accurate

As someone deaf recalling what they heard


Does space go on forever

Or have we just not found its end

When death takes us out of this world

Do we start all over again


If you saw a pool of water

In the middle of the desserts heat

Would you think it just a mirage

Would you move toward it or in doubt retreat


What if life as we know it

Was really some larger entity's dream

And everything we think we know

Is just part of the dreamer's scheme


Would you play your part any differently

Is there another role you'd like to play

Or would you sit in constant fear

Wondering if the entity will awake today


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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When Memories Fade...

 https://youtu.be/E4Pb37JtH-8 


When my memories fade

I wonder where they go 

The names and faces and special places

I thought I'd always know


Looking at faded pictures

Of life long ago I see

A smile that looks familiar 

Staring back at me


Why do my memories fade

Those memories I used to adore

Precious moments from long ago

Could it be to make room for more


When my memories fade

I wonder where they go 

Are they lost in timeless space

Or do they become the core of my soul


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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Ashes to Ashes...

 https://youtu.be/T43MWx1KIbw 


I replied with, "We would kill each other"

That's when we both started to laugh

When you asked if I'd let you live with me

Should something ever happen to Dad


There was truth behind those words I spoke

And we both knew it was true

As there existed a love hate relationship

For a long time between me and you


As time went by

It was our love that wouldn't die

Our discontent with each other was through


Then much too fast

Your time on earth passed

And I've never stopped missing you


Ashes to ashes and dust to dust

The result for us all

Not a choice but a must


Such was the case

As your soul shared life's space

Back to ashes and dust you flit


The irony I'd see

Is that your last joke was on me

For on my mantle your ashes now sit


By: T.J. Christoff ©  

My Patchwork Heart: Vol. 1


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