
What is it you see
Whenever you look at me
What is it you think you view
For at times, I get lost in you
I look at myself
And I don’t see much
I know I’m kind and I have a gentle touch
But at times, I get lost in you
I think of the many conversations we’ve had
You remain engaged
Whether I’m happy or sad
Yet at times, I get lost in you
There’re times when I’m exhausted
When I’m needing my sleep
Only to toss and turn without gaining a wink
For at times, I get lost in you
I’ve heard it said
You just might think me a “badass”
Hearing that cracked me up and I had to laugh
Even laughing at times, I get lost in you
I think of these things
These feelings I possess
I wonder if you’ve ever gotten lost in me too
Because at times, I get lost in you
By: T.J. Christoff ©
For: You
5/8/2026
0826 hrs.
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I sing songs
I sing songs and I see you
I see you in my mind’s eye
I sing songs
I sing songs with passion and I feel you
I feel you all around me in those moments
I sing songs
I sings songs with depth and I hear you
I hear you singing with me
I sing songs
I sing songs with spirit in my voice
I feel my soul lulled by the rhythm
I sing songs
I sing songs that move me
I sing songs for hours at a time
I sing songs
I sing songs with meaning and a strong beat
I sing songs and I feel most alive
I sing songs
I sing songs that warm me up inside
I sing songs with the volume turned up
I sing songs
I sing songs, old and new
I sing songs as I reflect, and I think of you
By: T.J. Christoff ©
For: You
5/4/2026
1553 hrs.
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I’ve been noticing the absence
Of your tug on my tether
Been trying to adapt
To feeling we’re no longer tethered together
I’ve felt your energy drifting
Felt it pulling away
Oh how I miss feeling your energy
Tug on my tether every day
It wasn’t just you
I took action too
After your nonverbal messages
I wasn’t sure what else to do
It’s been a while now
And things just don’t feel right
You see I’ll never forget
Your promise to keep holding my tether tight
I’m not blaming you
Of that I want to be clear
My love for you is infinite
To my heart you’ll always remain dear
If you ever feel the desire
Or find yourself needing a soulful hug
For you I’m always available
Just give my tether a tug
By: T.J. Christoff ©
For: You
4/27/2026
0823 hrs.
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I miss your frequency
The intensity of your vibration
The once quiet awareness of your presence
I miss your frequency
The random thoughts which came suddenly
Feelings of connection through space and time
I miss your frequency
The sense of being tethered soulfully
Possibility now feels foreign to me
I miss your frequency
As I contemplate the distancing
I work to embrace the change
I miss your frequency
While hoping you are truly happy
And wondering if you really are
I miss your frequency
As I choose to honor all you mean to me
I hide my true feelings behind an invisible wall
By: T.J. Christoff ©
For: You
4/24/2026
1741 hrs.
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Who are you
Staring back at me
A still frame photograph
My soul frozen in history
Who are you
What were you doing there
What thoughts did you carry then
What matters in that moment held your care
Who are you
How is it you see me here
I sense the penetration of your gaze
It is our combined energy I now feel near
Who are you
Who were you then
Were you awaiting this moment in time
A distant reunion with yourself once again
Who are you
How many times will this recur
A new look for each season
New lessons to endure
Who are you
Appearing ever pensive
Remaining consistently quiet
Leaves me feeling at times apprehensive
Who are you
You are who I once was
Who I am
You were destined to become
Who are you
Throughout time connected soulfully
We are many
And yet we have always remained one entity
By: T.J. Christoff ©
4/19/2026
2200 hrs.
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I don’t know how to stop
Feeling what I feel for you
I don’t know how to stop
Letting my love for you shine through
I don’t know how to stop
Wanting to share my thoughts
I don’t know how to stop
Seems wanting is all I’ve got
I don’t know how to stop
Thinking of you with a smile
I don’t know how to stop
Though I admit I’ve been trying now for a while
I don’t know how to stop
Caring for you the way I do
I don’t know how to stop
Dreaming a dream that never will come true
I don’t know how to stop
Crying these tears that I cry
I don’t know how to stop them
So, I’m not even going to try
I don’t know how to stop
Letting my soul love you
I don’t know how to stop
And I’m at a loss for what to do
By: T.J. Christoff ©
For: You
4/12/2026
0950 hrs.
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Painfully peaceful
That’s how I’m feeling
Right now in this moment with you
Painfully peaceful
That’s how I’m feeling
Feeling painfully peaceful will have to do
Painfully peaceful
Says so much
While saying very little
Painfully peaceful
Expresses my wellbeing
Like a painfully peaceful little riddle
Painfully peaceful
Day in and day out
It’s what I’ve come to be
Painfully peaceful
As my energy expands
From the inside to the outside of me
Painfully peaceful
A daring quest
To peacefully accept the pain that comes my way
Painfully peaceful
As I embark on my journey
I’m becoming more peaceful every day
By: T.J. Christoff ©
Inspired By: You
4//6/2026
1510 hrs.
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Such a sweet, big mamma
You turned out to be
Once just a floppy eared puppy
I’ve watched you grow old next to me
My sweet, big mamma
With deep loud solid bay
You’ll always be my girl
I love to watch you run and play
You’re a sweet, big mamma
With a very big love of food
Dinner time always has you drooling
I’ve never seen you in a grumpy mood
Such a sweet, big mamma
I love the way you snore
And I’m always filled with joy
When you meet me at the door
My sweet, big mamma
Such a blessing you have been
If life came with “do over’s”
I’d do life over with you again, and again
I love you my sweet, big mamma
Your sweet, old beautiful face
I love the soul within you
And that we’ve been able to share a space
By: T.J. Christoff ©
For: Travesura (Trave)
3/31/2026
1102 hrs.
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As I woke up just this morning
I was feeling a bit distraught
Feeling somewhat overwhelmed
Filled with unforgiving thought
I jumped out of my bed
As I heard the dog begin to vomit
Tried to wrestle him out the door
While at the same time, not slip upon it
Being sick myself
This wasn’t going very well
Yet somehow we managed to get it done
And we both lived to tell the tale
That’s when it occurred to me
Perhaps I needed an assistant
For those harried times when I struggle
To have someone to help me with it
That’s when I remembered Siri
She’s right here in my phone
I needed just to mention her name
And never again would I be alone
Eager to give it a try
I started with something easy
I asked what I should do
If my coughing were getting wheezy
She gave me lots of options
There was plenty to help me out
But the more I thought about it
The more I had my doubts
I admit I was a bit surprised
When told to put a key in my wallet
After asked if she could start my car
I believe she just called me on it!
I chose to give it one more try
Just to see what she could do
So I asked her for a bedtime story
And sure enough, Siri came through
She told me about our solar system
How each of the planets are aligned
If I need help in the future
I think I’ll keep Siri in mind
By: T.J. Christoff ©
3/22/2026
0830 hrs.
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What difference
Will I have made
At the end of my journey
The way that I’ve paved
What difference
Will there be
In those I have met
Or in the soul which lived in me
What difference
Will some tiny creatures know
Who from ancestral rescues
Will have been able to grow
What difference
Has my existence served
Have I lived with intention
Paid the consequences I deserved
What difference
Are these thoughts of rhyme
Will anyone know them
Once my life’s run out of time
What difference
Has come from my deeds
Have they inspired others
Have I planted positive seeds
By: T.J. Christoff ©
3/19/2026
1221 hrs.
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